Monday, February 1, 2010

thinking of you through the years :)

let me get my word machine and invent some beautiful lines. let me string the sun and the stars and perfumed them with the scent of an ilang-ilang. i spent the whole year digging at my brain. i spent countless full moon trying the alphabet that would be melodious to your ears. not one or two but more i will put a bait in the air. the universe is vast there are hearts that it may encounter. one or more may be entangled it is February the more the spell. generously i string the pearls from the oysters. not once but more i have them painted with purple and pinks. the love i placed inside these gems will be enough to conquer a mountain. the strings are strong it won't be damaged even how long it'll be displayed. it will climb Mount Everest and can travel the hot Sahara Desert.

but the long years had passed and time is moving in. this old and trembling body could no longer think and bake a cake. the wrinkled hands and turned white hair are just stark reminders. to stringing roses, pearls and words that now it's hard to make over.

the sun had risen so much in you that the light is now fading. the moon had weaned and left a lot that now you can't even tell if it's a crescent. the smile of the moon had long been gone in your memory that the dove could no longer sing. the mind is covered with buzzing bees that the ears are ready to be inundated. with meaningless jitters and silent words that you no longer cared. the time had passed but the love and memories are still fresh. not time nor wintry weather could ever have that ever erased...

it is valentines day soon. let's create love, give love and have love...(^_~)...let not a day pass without saying...i love you... to the people that we love. that it is not only when they say goodbye to you that you use your guitar to play sweet melodies for them. it might be late by then, it might not matter to them by then...

now i know why the Internet is so alluring. i can make my mind walk in a timeless journey and travel without leaving my house. i can paint the world with words to my liking. i can do the word tango and spin and spin until i could no longer care. i can do that willingly in the Internet and i don't even have to spend a cent. i don't earn money with it but my satisfaction is to the tills, laughs. now one reason that the cyber space world is one hard universe to leave but i will eventually, soon or not very soon...trust me on that :)