Wednesday, December 31, 2008

saya greets you a happy new year :)


saya with a doggie toy for xmas :)

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

JOY...

...for the new year...i want that for you... and to everyone who visited my blog since the very beginning...a chosen lullaby or melody from me to all of you :) "Joy" by Giovanni...my wish forever to every soul who inhabits this earth...joy :)

but George Bush did not bring much joy to some of us here in the U.S. although maybe just unintentionally for i believe he is a good man. more than 4,000 dead in that war and 2 million households losing their homes due to jobs being lost for they were sent overseas. why, most of the goods here in the U.S. are not made in the U.S.A. anymore, just a very few things which is kinda sad. if I'd like to buy stuffs here as pasalubong i will have to search all day for things made here for the chance is slim to none. economic take over... they call that in shipping manufacturing jobs overseas, for better be friends than enemies. okay, the take over? is done, so...i hope no more devils such as these will happen on Obama's watch...let's give hope that is true and not illusions or magical make believes in the years ahead :) play true and play fair without diabolics for that's Lucifer's game...okidok? honesty and true caring should dominate the world not just play for fun eyeing to stuff our own pockets or egos. love true, live your life as you want other's to live, without that magical illusions for that kind of happiness won't ever last...

and speaking of kitty's memory, it is very, very good. saya is still mad at Michael for picking saya up and throwing this cat on the floor when this cat was at his sofa. saya growls and snarls at Michael when he gets near this cat, with its biting teeth showing up, not very good. what do you know, even cats harbor ill feelings, now i know, laughs. intelligent cat? i dunno, but i would say saya's memory is better than i thought, laughs. oh well.

12-30...is the day


blue irises by Vincent van Gogh...

yes i feel blue
every time
this day comes
i feel sad for
it's the day
that you've
left us

gone are the sweet
sound of your voice
gone are the smiles
that caused our joys

i feel blue every time
i think of you
a sad face will
always show
how much we
all missed you

through the years
we managed to live
but without you
our days
were filled with
emptiness

it's been years
but still our heart
bleeds and aches

it's been years
but the hurt and
the sadness
still exists...

my dad died on this day...

another new year...


another new year
but where are you
another day
another dawn
but the nights
are cold
the nights
are drawn

gone are the sweet
smiles of your face
gone is the voice
that made me sleep

now it's just sweet
but bitter memories

silence is for the dead
silence is here forever
that makes me sink

no more of you
that lights my days
no more of you
that sings on
my sad and
battered weeks

no more of you
that puts sunshine
on my sad
and lonely life

no more of you
gone
and you will never
ever be back...

music...

i know there
are a lot out
there that I've
never heard before

i know there
are a lot out
there that I've
never seen before

music performed
is the sweet serenade
that lovers sing
music is the soulful
verses that the heart sings
music is a connection
or a bridge to nowhere

music in a stage
music in a disc
i want them all
i want my ears to hear :)

magical edition



Criss Angel, my favorite illusionist, the magician of the decade...i just watched him at Larry King live just a minute ago and this 41 y/o man is just brilliant :) of all the entertainers that i came across with this guy tops. he is sooo good in his craft that is magic. "believe it" his show in the pyramid at luxor in las vegas is always full he said in spite of the sad economic situation that is surrounding the U.S. now adays. this is the one show I'd love to see, laughs. married once, no child and he said his divorce is still on going until now bec. of you know what? moolah, laughs...he is with his one month muse holly madison...one of the three girls of Hugh Hefner of that playboy magazine, you know, laughs. wow, really, his unforgettable illusion of walking on water just like what Jesus did was my favorite trick. in this show tonight he played his card magic with Larry King, guessing correctly from a deck of cards what Larry picked, the king of clubs :)

illusions, yes, it brings smiles to people like me even we know that we're just being fooled...

Sunday, December 28, 2008

a trip like no other...

that's life...

the blowin' wind


the candle
is still lit
you missed
when you
blew it

another try
maybe sometime
another wind
from your
devil lips

another whip
another try
don't start
to kill
the light :)

giving gifts to...

gifts of goodwill
from the heart
makes one smile
makes one laugh

peace offering
sign of love
bridge of care
packed with love

frankincense
gold and myrrh
precious presents
uncompare

three wise men
three wise kings
three great gifts
for the memories :)

...the king of the universe...Jesus...which was the holy gift of God the father to us :)
***
so many people are shopping on Xmas eve and the day after Xmas, it is just like SM in Manila, laughs. maybe they are returning unwanted gifts or buying a lot of sale or bargain stuffs...amazing. the mall is packed with people and i forgot my camera. most of the decorations will be taken out after 12-26 here for they don't keep them till the new year...it's very different from the Phil. where they stay till after the feast of the three kings there and of course Xmas music starts playing September, laughs. oh well. Xmas is gone and so the spirit but it won't be long till it will be here again one more time. why, i thought i just set up our tree yesterday and today i need to put it up again. that's how time flies in my radar, laughs. it seems like life is like a race of time that you can never win. yes, not at all for all its worth. i dunno but i just let it go and catch as much time as i can. that's how i cope with this passing time. no choice for it is not under my control. after all life is like a flower, it will bloom then it will wilt, like all of us sort of. here today but gone tomorrow as they say and how true. so love as much as we can and live as happy as we could ever be. it's hard, yes i know, but again do we have a choice? time and life are not ours... they're just borrowed...it is really nice to remember that every single day that we open our eyes :)

Friday, December 26, 2008

let's hope for many HAPPY NEW YEARS to...



come into our lives...and let's spread reality not fakes...and avoid using other humans for our own ulterior motives...lead them to the good path instead and not abuse them thinking that they don't have brains of their own to analyze things for they do :) and this will only lead you to be a mute or nothing into their eyes. stop the abuse, the use or the illusions for a better word then and only then that we can open our doors to a true and honest tomorrows. it is not good for your health to be a victim of the pen...of any one's pen for that matter. you can't conceal the deceit, it stinks like hell, pardon the strong word, laughs, but it deserves it. life needs to go on...but on a positive note, so stop the abuse or stop the using of your fellow man for you don't want karma to catch up on you, just a reminder sort of :) for you are not bringing joy to your victims, laughs. you are making them hate you. financial gains or any kind of satisfaction derived from such dubious means is not the real happiness that will bring you peace and besides your conscience will get you first, right? this if you have one, or do you? hmn, that is the question, but hey thanks for the entertainment although no one is entertained except you :) so pls. save your time, talent and effort and target it to the naive and the dumb, alright? i don't want to think that good as you are you are using it in the wrong way. no two timers please, laughs. it is not needed, in my world at least. i know our mind is playing tricks on us your ever old excuse like myself, laughs. oh well. but you've meet your match, sad to say and that is me. foxes, we are as clever as can be and your tricks won't work and won't win. so play if you may, laughs. you will never win, trust me :)

new beginnings



the dawn of a
new year is here

that golden silence
in a dream

then comes
the day break

as a new light
envelopes
and reigns
our days

as reality sets in
as our illusion fades

goodbye silence
as i welcome
the chirping birds...

every morning i see several winter birds that made the thick bushes in front of our house their home. it is a true delight, laughs. i can hear their sweet chirping sounds as they go and eat the seeds of my hibernating plants. some people love silence and they're willing to get violent to have it, but not me. i love sounds, for silence means death most of the time and in silence i can't hear my music and silence means negativity. there is one good thing about silence though that i like. when i have things to sort out in my mind and silence is the bridge for me to reach that point. but over all silence is not my forte, laughs, maybe you and your muse, laughs. for i like to listen to the voices of the people that truly cares for me and the beach, the waterfall and of course saya's meow when it's time for him/her to be feed. imagine without sounds, silence is not golden in this case and again, silence means no, so I'd rather speak as i do for i like to hear Michael's voice every single day that I'm alive and awake :) i am not a fan of silence most of the time although i am a fan of that 8 legged sea creature i call octopussy, laughs. have you have them in your meal? they are delicious, even their black ink is :) i wonder how does an octopus sounds, laughs. oh well. in short, silence is a no go for me and yes, 2008 will be in silence soon, sad...also i am taking off my new year's resolution to post less, laughs. I've changed my mind as i want to do whatever any day calls for me to do, flexibility you know. thinking in silence i can't limit myself, so that is not a good resolution as i think about it in silence, laughs. oh well. i will post if i will and i won't if i don't as if anybody cares for i knew of no one who does, so pardon pls. just a mind working over time i suppose... in silence...(^_~)..."being in silence" for now is not the right road for me...speak up to be heard, stand up and say your side of the story, not in profanity for that will stay forever in people's minds, a stigma sort of that you created yourself...your inner self revealed to the outside world sort of...a test for your love if he or she will stick with you in spite of it all, but love conquers all so be not afraid, laughs, ticks and all...so again speak up or else others will do that for you, then you won't have a voice of your own. although make sure that there is wisdom in it and no profanity is involved for we are what our minds and mouths belt out as we are measured by our words or our inner character not of our fading physical attributes. but hey nothing is lost for if a person truly loves you they won't care...so continue to be violent and profane? laughs. it's your call for you are no longer a child no more, laughs. our minds really have the power to make us act in luciferic ways. and it takes wisdom and the fear of God to be able to win over the clutches of Satan :) now i would like to reveal my mind reading capabilities to those who believe, laughs...if you are not happy with my Xmas carols here then no one is forcing you to listen to them, laughs. i know muses sometimes prefer silence like their loves so with just a click of that mouse your torture is over. see? that simple, but thanks for your visit just the same :) and don't forget to take your weapon with you as well, laughs. pretty, rich and violent, hmn, you might end up in a hospital that way, then it will be devastating to your love, laughs. oh well. i think you are on the wrong blog my dear :> or if you prefer to stay just click your mute button, this if you will listen to my suggestion, but i would rather have you leave for your own sanity's sakes, laughs. mind games, i hate it when i am dragged into them. for they are not the roads leading to happiness for they are fakes, make believes or magical illusions so to speak. so it needs to end :)

Thursday, December 25, 2008

the true meaning of Christmas



it is not the gifts
that we give
or receive
or Santa riding
on a sleigh

it is not the carols
that we hear
or of Rudolph
prancing away

it is not the
white snow flakes
that daintily flow
and blow
as they caress
your cheeks

it is not the buzz
that shoppers make
as they hastily walk
and comb the aisle
for earthly delights
that's not permanent

it is about
the birth of Christ
the son of God
that was sent to us

who suffered, died
and was crucified
so that we may see
the light

it is about
His coming
His agony
and sacrifice
that saved us

it is about
His unending
and everlasting
love for us
that made
you and me
live, love
and be alive

that is what
Xmas meant
that is what
Xmas is all
about :)

and this is the truth to the max... not a movie or a make believe and not an illusion either, laughs... my take... and i'm pretty sure you have yours as well...ALL THE BEST TO ALL ON THIS YULETIDE SEASON :)...and that is peace, love, happiness and health :> ENJOY...(^_~)...

Christmas day is a day of silence and peace here in the U.S... no cars on the streets, just a very few, maybe those that go to church. the only time that all businesses are closed and the government is asleep, laughs, for the politicians are on hibernation :) there is one day that is similar in the Phil. during the holy week...it's good Friday to be exact. it seems the earth is dead like Jesus then. although in contrast, here in the U.S. on good Fridays, it is very different. it is business as usual, maybe bec. the U.S. is a home to many different religions and the Phil. is mostly a catholic country, the reason i would say. but both days are quiet, silent and very, very holy, one can feel the difference for sure. Christ's death and birth, the most important person on earth. everything is in a stand still when these days are here. you can hear a pin drop. you can hear the wind gusts...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS :) i know you'll love my present...

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

LOVE which is JESUS was born...


when the journey is over
***
it could be that the road
had reached
its own dead end
it might be that the river
had dried
its watered spring
***
the traveler walked
and worn his shoes
the fish had swam
its gills had closed
***
weary and beaten
their body collapsed
mind all shut
with both eyes tired
***
the saviour was born
to carry you
the messiah is here
to save you
all over again
and once more
life had come back
lucky you...
***
okay...we worship people that we adore, laughs, and try to play sweet nothings to their ears :) and hope against hope that we will be heard...for who knows love opens up where another one had closed? :> for two at a time is hard to maintain you know although if you are the genius on words then it will be like a ball that you can juggle. a very hard feat indeed but really if you are good then nothing is impossible, laughs. or you can play and make use of the opportunity to make this chance as an inspiration of your works, laughs. we will be watching but it has been done though, so more to come? laughs. I've been around for quite awhile now and I'm learning the ropes, laughs, so as you can see i can dance with the times now. although the game is tiring for we can do some other things that are more worthwhile, i think so. it's time to go into that road or direction of no more make-believes for our hearts will sing a much more happier tune that way, the truth :) that is one good new year's resolution as well and i intend to make that one works for me this 2009 and i needed all the luck that i can get :) time to leave this cyberspace' life slowly after the new year, laughs. no kidding, that i will try...(^_~)...little by little post i will do it as if you cared, laughs, i knew you will be happy when I'm gone. but that is the plan, anyway. give love and happiness and nothing can beat that. ask Jesus, i learned it from Him :) so only on important occasions i will post by then. it's hard i know but that is the right course to take and i should have done this sooner, but better be late than never as the saying goes...it's been a heck of a ride though, but it can only last for a certain period of time and that time for me was really quite very long, too long really. so next year...happiness to you...from me :> and no thanks is needed for this is freely given to you. just say a prayer for me once in awhile that should be more than enough. so goodbye by then, i hope...now you can rejoice for it's never too early to celebrate joy, my x-mas present for you :)

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

merry xmas & a happy new year, everyone :)





a white christmas in our neighborhood...







it was a snow blizzard three days ago giving the dreaming of a white Xmas for some a reality, but I'd rather prefer a warm Xmas... like the Phil. has, you know :)

Monday, December 22, 2008

SAYA, the JOY of Xmas :)


this joy came freely at our doorsteps without looking for it :) i guess true happiness comes from nowhere sent by GOD... and yes it is Xmas but i feel sad for lovers of any age, young or old who were together and had parted ways...dra. belo and dr. hayden for one...it wasn't love in the first place, i don't think...true love has no barriers and true love conquers all, i read that somewhere, a long time ago, laughs..."love is far better than a hallucinogenic drug" hmn, maybe. but true love is the corner block of true happiness :> now the question is, how many of this kind of drug can a person have to be truly happy? one in a lifetime? or many in a lifetime like some others have? laughs. tell me...(^_~)...but if there is love... nothing else matters, don't you agree, laughs. except though that God should be on your side first and foremost for you can't really have true happiness if God is out of the equation, the bottom line :)
pls. don't take pictures :) saya is so comfy sleeping on top of the piano and takes Michael's sofa if he's at school though never when he's at home...saya had learned her/his lessons well, laughs, or else off the floor saya goes again with a big bog. that will force you to remember, laughs. he/she is getting fat now. i want that to stop for saya might not fit in his/her john you know when he/she goes on vacation to the Phil. riding in a plane, laughs. oh well! as if there are johns for cats, maybe you can invent one :)...and yes, saya says "merry xmas to all" :) even fat cats out there, no exception :>

Sunday, December 21, 2008

two years of blogging


a journey to the cyber world...two years went so fast... was it a brilliant idea to travel in this space of the unknown and mostly illusionary world? i dunno, maybe not. so at some point it needs to end, laughs. well, it was quite an experience, really, although i was an adamant and unwilling participant, the journey had its happy moments. there are good people out there like PUPU, i knew your name probably is an endearment of your love for you... thanks for your support, i'll never forget that :) and to all who made my journey memorable, I LOVE YOU ALL and MERRY CHRISTMAS TOO :) i can look up at the sky and SMILE at the STARS for they were YOU :> thanks for making this experience a joyful one. unforgettable, yes, that's the word :) life moves on and so we all do into another time and into another space...

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

let's be GOOD to the bone :)

thanks for your visit :) i like this song, but it's better to change its lyrics though to "good" instead of the 'bad' laughs. and yes, that is the flower of celebrations, like fireworks...the powder puff in a SMILE pose :> my blog flower. it comes in a lot of different variations...ex. the flower of the "touch me not" or aka as makahiya in tagalog. and i named it myself...the flower of good times and of celebrations, like b-days or what have yous, laughs. so with this beauty...let's celebrate the most happiest of all times, Christ's b-day, this coming 12-25th :) and here's some tips on how to be good:

1) never make fun of fat people, bec. here's the question, are they making fun of you? look at yourself in the mirror first :) now the truth will set you free, laughs. help them instead, alright? and if you fail, like anyone even me, be glad for you did your part. after all, it takes two to tango and it is not your body or mouth solely that you can control it yourself, it is another person's foremost so... in short have pity for them :)
2) never say i like this singer or person better than that, laughs, for can you do a better job? i doubt it :)
3) hmn, what else, okay, never ever think that you are better off than others for most of the time they are better than you, laughs...so that sums it up, really...in short, be humble...God prefers you to be that :) and also while you're at it, give love and respect so that love and respect will be given back to you :) now happy holidays...(^_~)...also, your blog's name should be...JZ rules the cats, laughs, for you are NOT my ruler, it's JESUS, okay? laughs. oh well. let's not live in make-believes :) yeah, that's one other nice thing to be GOOD as well :> and pls. stop using people in your write ups? people are not dumb to figure things out, you know, laughs. i'd passed up a lot of things from you but making fun of people really is just making fun of your self actually...so there :) i still hope though that you'll have a nice holiday. don't let me ruin it for you. but in truth you are ruining it yourself in the process by putting people down. you are not the almighty you know and i'm pretty sure you know this, but only forgot. just a sisterly advice for i don't think i could be your mother age wise, laughs. oh well :)

Friday, December 12, 2008

the feast of our lady of guadalupe



http://www.catholic.org/about/guadalupe.php

http://www.catholic.org/saints/saint.php?saint_id=456

both a global celebration...and some fun stuffs :)



the birth of Jesus, our God and Saviour...and the coming of a new year...most of the time we ask HIM for something, but how about giving Him a gift instead this time? I will... and i hope you will too :) and yes, resolutions...mine is to limit my postings here for the time has come for that change, i know it's about time. hope it will happen for the world changes everyday and so is my mind as well. it has to cope with the times, but really i should stop for my reason to be here in this cyber world has been met. not unless i have to i will no longer be posting that much as if anybody cares for i know no one does, laughs. two years is a long time i think to be exposed in the world of unknown strangers that you've never met before in your life and i could only hope that most are good but sadly there are some that are not. but even then... to all... have a great Xmas holiday or season and an equally great new year as well...nice meeting you all in cyberspace :)
http://www.saint-augustine.org.uk/section/23

LOVE was born...

you came in a
very strange day
a king but born
in a pauper's way

out in the cold
and desolate road
no one gave a care
no one gave you
a room

in a stable so worn
over straws so torn
your body was laid
and born

lowly and humbly
here you are
as angels sing
under a bright
shining star

all the earth
rejoiced
for with you came
happiness, peace
and great joy :)

LOVE in this case is not an illusion...and btw true love is never like a fly that flits from shit to shit, laughs. it is eternal and never be rolled over by another love...it never uses and it never changes :) now good luck in finding that love for it is very hard. it is non-existent or if ever be it is very RARE :> you are lucky if you will meet one in your life time, but miracle happens and i believe in that :) and if you're that lucky I'll congratulate you and give you a big HUG, laughs. but please don't be so spoiled that you have to brag all over the world by opening your profile with your intention of telling to the whole world how lucky or astig you are, laughs. just drink and smoke it away with your friends the better alternative, laughs, the humbler way you know, or you'll learn as you grow up, bec. you might be very young and wants to slit one's throat...hmn, no violence please... for it is not allowed, laughs. oh well. yes, i just have to write this for it is very funny...open it up just to brag, laughs, then close it again afterwards, what a secretive and mean spirited persona? laughs, so the dress rehearsal is over? what's next? the tobacco smoke will burn the house? or it did burned already and the fire is put out, so the undressing is done and it's all but ashes now? :) well, the wise knows your intention. let's hope that no casualty will be done in your action for that is your intention any how...so many loves that you've played with and discarded and you are eyeing for another victim? the genius, your genius and another's genius, laughs. i don't know but be sure that the light is green not red, laughs. you might cause one heart to cry...this is just funny, so sorry for posting i can't help it...did i say that i will post every now and then from now on? this is it. and i don't blame you for being so cynical for no one knows what is in every one's mind except that person, her or himself :) hope i did entertain you, laughs. now i know i am a joy to you for i saw your face, laughs. thanks! again, happy holidays! :) i am terrible i think, yes i am. so sorry if i ran you over, but i am just telling my own observation, you know. hope you understand :) although pls. be forewarned that when you play you will be played upon at the end as well. life is a cycle and life corrects itself eventually sooner or later :) well, that's it for now, tsk! i just can't seem to win over my resolution, but it's not the new year yet, so...(^_~)...and yeah, right, your face is wondering who will have the genius at the end, laughs. the one who is deserving i may add, laughs. but who knows really, just the genius of course...so let's just wait and see, but adultery? how did that happen, hmn, that got me thinking but hey you know more than me that's for sure :) and motel, that is a place of sin and if you are not Judas you better get out of that place for your soul's sake...now soul, "if the rope that binds your soul is your throat i will slit it" i read that somewhere, hmn...like if the devil had captured your brain then it is now rotten so you don't have to put the candle out for it is already out in the first place being you lovin' the devil, the howlin', pukin' devil, so ergo you are the devil itself, laughs. warning, this is just a joke, a dark joke so...smile for you will need it. see, i am a serious person but when i start to go on the comedy side, anything can happen, laughs. even me, myself is entertained, no kidding, oh well...i am not good when this kind of things happen and i knew that, so i better stop now. not unless another observation comes along :) yes, i am a slave to comedy, can you blame me? i said life is a comedy and sure it is and you better believe that for you are reading it, laughs. good day, alright? and pls. don't let me ruin your day, it is not good for your health and i am sorry if i did that. but you are also to blame for being pikon if that is the case so i hope not, meaning you have more brain cells to counteract this and even you're not asking i do...okay, the fun stuffs will end here. if you did understand it, thanks. but if you did not then you will never will...(^_~)...and yes, here goes my minimal postings at the door. but still it may happen you know...really :? we'll see, laughs. gosh! my personal blog is getting nowhere i can feel that. at some point it has to end. when happiness is gone in whatever we do that is the exact time to quit :) but since life is a cycle of night and day, sunshine and darkness. all you have to do is wait it out for sunrises after sunsets, that simple. but will it bring you happiness, that is the question when you see that sunrise? for me, yes, it will... if i am at patar beach :)

Monday, December 8, 2008

dancing the new year the amorsolo way

your ways
are the jewels
that adorn my neck
your grace is
the opera
that puts me to
sleep
***
dancing near
your body as it moves
i feel the waves of the ocean
as it caresses me
my naked body
as i swam to the shore...
***
thinking ahead for a more glorious new year, it can never hurt you know...(^_~)...

the Immaculate Conception

art by Peter Paul Rubens, a Flemish baroque painter, was one of the great painters of his time (1577- 1640). His paintings show the intense religious strife of his times, and reflect his Catholic faith, illuminating Biblical history and Catholic dogma. Ruben's father was a Calvinist lawyer, but after the death of his father, Peter Paul was raised a Catholic and received his artistic training at an early age. He was a master painter by the age of twenty one. one of his notable work is the Immaculate Conception...the celebration where Mary was free from sin since conception, peparing her to be the chosen God-bearer. today is a Holy day of obligation...



the squirrel had ran
and climbed again
on top of the
sycamore tree

alone and playful
as can be
it's chubbier
and older
but hopefully
wiser now and
ever be

the cold and quiet
winterland
is a testament
to the warmth
that's gone

the bare and
barren branches
left overs from
the glory
that's over

life, love and laughter
are recycled
and remembered
sure it will turn over
sure it will be here
again
one more time
sometime next year :)

there... a happy string of words for a change, laughs... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TING! You have been a true BLESSING and a sure SMILE to all of US. WE LOVE YAH! let's make it to more than 100 :> well, I'd like to be there if i could but this pic in your place then should do :) happy partying, okidok?

and ting look closely at the red heart...your name and the beginning of mine which means love in japanese. what do you know...love, joy, music, verdi's opera to be exact :) an exiled ethiopian princess, wealth and helper (this is really very true, i am a helper since i was age 17. why, i was doing it and going to college at the same time, a working student, you can call that, but my tuition which was enormous was freely given, laughs. i was very lucky i wasn't kicked out on this very prestigious catholic nursing university, with that great wide garden space at the front, beautiful :> ...all of these are meaning, linked or related to my name, they say according to that book of names you know, laughs...okay, let me see...am i love? yes, to michael of course...joy? hmn, that's hard to tell for i needed to see your face first so i could tell if i'm a joy or not, laughs... music? hmn, half-half...for i like deep and unusual music, so maybe...and wealth? now that is a flat lie, maybe that meaning is for your name, laughs, but if i win the lotto here then okay, you will never know, right? miracles and graces given to you can happen anytime you know :)...so all in all my name is not as bad as i thought, laughs. again thanks mader :) oh well. but if i have to choose my name? it will be... airesol, of course...the air and the sun. can't live without them and that's for sure :> i really love my in- between brother to death. he is the greatest, the best and everything nice, laughs. we're very lucky :) again, enjoy your day ting :) a big MUAH! to YOU :>

Friday, December 5, 2008

a time for silence...

in music....it's the precise time when you're listening in silence and marveling at the piece itself...
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SILENCE

no notes no melody
to adorn your ear
no chirping no singing
of a busy bird
or a buzzing bee

no words written
on a script
no voice no call
on your phone line
on your blackberry...

time has now come to slow down on my postings or rest not unless some important issues will come up and they needed to be resolved :) it has been almost two years of really nothing but unremarkable in this on line journal. my goal has been reached and with it comes satisfaction. maybe a poem? here and there or an update or two in between...that should do it. so as the year ends so with my entries, it will slow down. i thank everyone who visited here intentionally or not :) i wish you all the best in this coming holiday season, a very merry Christmas, a prosperous and a joyful new year and of course happiness in the coming years ahead. God bless to all :)

Our Mother of Perpetual Help





at the Baclaran Church and at the entrance wall of our small parish church here. if we put our trust in God, we will never be lost for He'll show us the truth and the way to the light :> it happened to me and it will be to you as well :)
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psalm 62: reads,
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the amount of time that we are here on earth is just comparable to a very short journey...all of us have crosses to carry, our very own share of that cross that JESUS carried to redeem our sins. isn't that amazing that with our very own life's trials, travails or tribulations we are all in the process of helping Christ carry that cross and if we thought that we had it really bad in life all we have to do is put our eyes on that cross. for me it is very enlightening and a reminder sort of. my pain or suffering is nothing compared to His on that cross...