Patar, then... i'm welcoming 2012 with an ocean view :) i truly envy the obamas, our first family here for they are at present enjoying the beautiful hawaiian beaches and all i can do is to look at this phil. beach called patar, just a picture of it i took a few years back, one nostalgic vacation time... what a sad new year thought. but the smiley moon made up for my grim and dark reverie. it's alright... as if it knows that i love the beach, on christmas day sooo many beautiful beaches were shown around the world, the best of them all... patar is just one small slice of these water wonders but it's okay it is the nearest to our place in the province. you don't have to ride a plane going to boracay, indonesia or palawan. just a little more than 30 min. drive so i'll take that anytime :) the beach is public so you don't have to spend loads of cash just to enjoy a beach, that is just perfect for me :> and Jesus' holiday will end soon with the feast of the 3 kings. it went that fast and it's new year again. the time when resolutions are made and are meant to be broken. but let's make our goal count and by that i meant stick so we can truly have a happy new year :) mine? to slow down on my blogging, laughs. yeah, easy to say but it is very tricky to do...(^&*)... so pls. wish me luck :)
in love, we win some and we lose some and i'm not talking mostly about hot love here, laughs. it could be friendships as well. as the world turns over the brain cells turn over as well. it digests, mulls, deciphers and concludes and just like that there is change. now if you lose a love by any means as in their very true personality is suddenly exposed, maybe they are gay and has been hiding in the closet, or he or she is not a good human being, ex. sexy on the outside but bitchy on the inside, laughs, oh well. you should be thankful because as the days moved over their true skin was exposed... of our muses, loves, one and only, lovey dovey or whatever you may wanna call them :)... i remember an interview in the past that one man's greatest fear was to lose his muse and sadly this came true? then maybe he could live or spend the rest of his life getting her back? or in regrets... would it be a waste? IF he is true to his word that it was really his greatest fear :) then maybe as well in his darkest hour as we move on into a new year, the sadness of the memories and the loss still is a cloud hanging over his head. how can we really have a happy new year in this case...
what is your greatest fear...
is it when the sun
won't rise again in the east
and paint a colorful view of the sunset
is it when the sky
is always black and the blue
yonder had disappeared in your sight
or is it when you lose a love one
who was always by your side
in your dreams at night
what is really one man's greatest fear...
is it the end of life as we know it
and suddenly there is silence all around us
with no music, no laughter and no smiles
or is it aging in dramatic fashion
when the wrinkles had taken over
and the sagging skin is now what we have
to a holy person it might be losing his faith
to an almighty God above us who is
omnipotent, omniscient and omnipresent
but to all of us, i think, it is really
losing a love one, a muse, a rock
in times that we feel so down and out
losing faith in humanity as we interact
losing zest for life for all it became a drag
colorless, soundless and bland
but as the new year comes
let's move on with heads high
goodbye to the past with old doors shut
hello to the future, which is bright and light
opening doors after all is filled with magic
and anticipation of what lies ahead in front of us :)
may all our sadness vanish away as the new year draws closer and closer... this poem was inspired by the smiley moon i saw last night :) on my way to work...
