ten more years :) this is my grade school teacher who still writes me letters. when we start to count our age, it'll just cloud our sunny days. take what is given to us and be thankful for these years. after all there is no guarantee that there will be tomorrows as we can't predict the future for no one really knows...my mom is past 80 and i still have 5 aunts alive. the fear of growing old. it should be embraced and celebrated not shunned or be ashamed of. no one can escape death, taxes and old age unless one will have to depart early in life. that's just the sad fact of living in this planet earth...my dad died at age 60 and so my benefactor's husband he was dead at 60. but also my friend's husband he died at 60 as well. all are too young to leave. so if you're in your mid-30's and you'll die at 60, then you only have 25 more years to live. this if you are marked or destined to have the same fate as these 3 men. now this is not something to be feared about, like losing your muse, laughs. this is the course of human life, you live just to die someday. but to be forgotten is the saddest part for it meant you were no good at all, right? yes, that is the precise meaning of that. dead and forgotten, and gone caput. how sad, indeed! but on the contrary, the saddest of them all is the death of those young people ages 20 and up who indulged in recreational or prohibited drug use. they drugged themselves into early death without fully knowing it and that had left me perplexed, stunned and weak, plus truly sad. so that's why addiction is so cruel...ain't no good, laughs. although this is not something to laugh about, seriously...
here come the books again! a smiley worm looking at its books. it just spin my head into oblivion if i see thick books with a whole a lot of pages in it. it turns me off for it meant lots of times in the couch, bed or what have you. although there is kindle now adays for me it still meant no outside biking, hiking, gardening, walking, driving plus not watching TV where btw i get into the latest news. it would take a million dollars for me as a bribe to set myself into reading books except those that will help my life to do things, laughs. fiction coming from another mind is an intrusion, domination, slavery of my brain. i want my brain to be free and not polluted, spinned or being set to believe or entertained (if you prefer that word) in something that is cooked by another mind. i don't even read poetry books, so my string of words here are just that, string of words, laughs. oh well. i know you can do mind travel with books but i would rather watch the travel channel to see that thing, place with my own eyes even if i'm not there. in reading books it will just be my imagination working and i don't have that frankly, laughs. so there, i'm done with books a long time ago after i graduated college :) although i love to see the titles and guess why is that so, laughs. and yes, i don't have anything against you if you love books. more power, laughs.
per president Obama yesterday, no more fly me to the moon. been there and done that. next is moving on to the red planet mars...is there life in it? marspic taken by an unmanned u.s. robotic space craft sent to mars which beamed back to earth this image...wow!an erupting volcano in Iceland, Holy God...too many earthquakes lately around the world. hope not one will happen in the Philippines soon...and now this, amazing and frightening at the same time. nature's fury? it sure makes humans cave in and be in a stand still. like no more air travel for now for it grounded thousands and thousands of flights in Europe some say for several days. i wonder if that volcanic ash will make its way through here or in Asia...12-21-2012 is just around the corner, less than 3 years away. are we really doomed? hope and pray not :) it's scary...
