wow, how sad naman if your BF or hubby is gay in truth. now the hard part is to let go. if we truly love someone we will give them their happiness even if that meant letting go. life is but once, so it doesn't make sense to live miserably, my take. not unless there are reasons beyond your control, sacrifice and it is in there that you'll find happiness, not the best happiness but it is happiness in the heart just the same although with a tinge of loneliness. i'll take that :)
when freedom fly, it speaks, so therefore...
a victim no more...
a whiff of wind had once gathered in my front lawn
perfumy sweet scent of the hyacinth in spring
and the fading roses at fall
i was taken, hypnotized and caught in a cage
where it seemed an eternity, the night is too long
and all the stars are drawn
the nights had turned into dizzying days
as i was in a desert where water had left
the sand dunes are so hot, my feet can't breath
prisoner of the wild, tamed by the skies
when rain had dripped, the sky had opened up
releasing my chains from the dark and balmy nights
free at last to move on with the rain
i know somewhere there should be a river raging in
where i could paddle in life with my makeshift wind
navigating the mountains and the oceans so far
my hands were able to row past and over the tide
as i reached the shore the beach is now in sight
welcoming me are the trees that are swaying light
the breeze is so sweet and the air is so calm
a new year indeed, now comes a new shining path
freedom is great when your bondage is gone
relief is now what you see in your heart
dragging you into that forever shining light
as God is good and always, He's at our side :)
