those blade of leaves are tearing me apart, it's so sharp and shiny they can cut my heart...can i have a silken pink petal instead of the blues, can i have a running river than a blue and quiet, endless sky above :)
the smile is planned it is of pretense, the smile is sad it is just a bare act...incomplete and undone that no one would like...
how can you be sure that a laugh is at the end of the road when i have you. how can i be sure that a smile is behind when i have you. it's just like you're sold to the idea that the grass is greener at the lawn of your neighbor. it's just like the wine is tastier at that cup at the other side of the table. it's just like the book at that golden shelf behind you is much more enticing to read than what's in your hand. similar to, you want a curly hair when you don't have it. i am guilty and i stand accused of that crime :)...but really how do we know for sure that we are much more happier when we have the things that we don't have? it is just the thought if you ask me. it is only in our minds. after all, our dreams, our desires are just like our wishes that need fulfillment and when you get a hold of it, when you own it, the magic dissipates, the longing is gone. but it is only me. here's another thought...be thankful with what you have for if you lose it, then that will be the time that you'll realize that, that thing is precious to you...it is true. tested and true...like muses that are gone you will know their importance when they threaten to leave you. then and only then that you'll realize their value to you...point taken and proven...(^_~)...you will do everything in your power to reverse that situation, laughs. silent communication that you and your love could only understand and some intelligent minds out there as well, you just don't know :) so guys and gals, remember...it is only in your mind. in short your brain is just playing games on you, when that greener thing will be in your mind...it's just a trick or an illusion :)...so beware and don't be caught by it, for you will surely be sad right to the max definition of that word :>...on top is blue irises by the great master, van gogh...sadly blue but wonderfully painted, love it!
