Friday, December 26, 2008

new beginnings



the dawn of a
new year is here

that golden silence
in a dream

then comes
the day break

as a new light
envelopes
and reigns
our days

as reality sets in
as our illusion fades

goodbye silence
as i welcome
the chirping birds...

every morning i see several winter birds that made the thick bushes in front of our house their home. it is a true delight, laughs. i can hear their sweet chirping sounds as they go and eat the seeds of my hibernating plants. some people love silence and they're willing to get violent to have it, but not me. i love sounds, for silence means death most of the time and in silence i can't hear my music and silence means negativity. there is one good thing about silence though that i like. when i have things to sort out in my mind and silence is the bridge for me to reach that point. but over all silence is not my forte, laughs, maybe you and your muse, laughs. for i like to listen to the voices of the people that truly cares for me and the beach, the waterfall and of course saya's meow when it's time for him/her to be feed. imagine without sounds, silence is not golden in this case and again, silence means no, so I'd rather speak as i do for i like to hear Michael's voice every single day that I'm alive and awake :) i am not a fan of silence most of the time although i am a fan of that 8 legged sea creature i call octopussy, laughs. have you have them in your meal? they are delicious, even their black ink is :) i wonder how does an octopus sounds, laughs. oh well. in short, silence is a no go for me and yes, 2008 will be in silence soon, sad...also i am taking off my new year's resolution to post less, laughs. I've changed my mind as i want to do whatever any day calls for me to do, flexibility you know. thinking in silence i can't limit myself, so that is not a good resolution as i think about it in silence, laughs. oh well. i will post if i will and i won't if i don't as if anybody cares for i knew of no one who does, so pardon pls. just a mind working over time i suppose... in silence...(^_~)..."being in silence" for now is not the right road for me...speak up to be heard, stand up and say your side of the story, not in profanity for that will stay forever in people's minds, a stigma sort of that you created yourself...your inner self revealed to the outside world sort of...a test for your love if he or she will stick with you in spite of it all, but love conquers all so be not afraid, laughs, ticks and all...so again speak up or else others will do that for you, then you won't have a voice of your own. although make sure that there is wisdom in it and no profanity is involved for we are what our minds and mouths belt out as we are measured by our words or our inner character not of our fading physical attributes. but hey nothing is lost for if a person truly loves you they won't care...so continue to be violent and profane? laughs. it's your call for you are no longer a child no more, laughs. our minds really have the power to make us act in luciferic ways. and it takes wisdom and the fear of God to be able to win over the clutches of Satan :) now i would like to reveal my mind reading capabilities to those who believe, laughs...if you are not happy with my Xmas carols here then no one is forcing you to listen to them, laughs. i know muses sometimes prefer silence like their loves so with just a click of that mouse your torture is over. see? that simple, but thanks for your visit just the same :) and don't forget to take your weapon with you as well, laughs. pretty, rich and violent, hmn, you might end up in a hospital that way, then it will be devastating to your love, laughs. oh well. i think you are on the wrong blog my dear :> or if you prefer to stay just click your mute button, this if you will listen to my suggestion, but i would rather have you leave for your own sanity's sakes, laughs. mind games, i hate it when i am dragged into them. for they are not the roads leading to happiness for they are fakes, make believes or magical illusions so to speak. so it needs to end :)