Saturday, August 28, 2010

in the inner garden where roses bloom...


how would you end a blog...that is the nagging question. i've been bothered by it since the very start of this on line activity. i'll let the blog ends itself, hows that...this blog can even record me singing, ranting, complaining, posing and doing stuffs like writing lots of string of words in my own way. call that poetry? but it's just piles and piles of words re-arranged here and there whatever mood i am in at that day. so here goes, there goes and that's that :> that is saint therese at the inner garden er sanctuarium of the shrine of the little flower church taken on cruise day, last saturday. and i love pilita. here i am trying hard to sing one of her song in visaya pa ha that i've never spoken before. tsk! what a sorry voice. 3x na take and still it is with mistakes. oh well! and 300 for kris, 20 for james...that is the right moolah division, if i'm asked and if mr. yap wants more then that is not right...he never made this lady happy, so he is not entitled to more money kasi it's kris pawis naman diba? siguro never na naisip ni mr. basketball na kris can let him go for he thought that she loved him to death as well, right? but wrong, ms. aquino is no bobo, i knew that a long time ago...if you're not happy it's time to bail out not unless you have a very valid reason not to do so :) i know i am a filipino born person but i do kinda sort of think unfilipino sometimes :) maybe because of the environment i am in and maybe because my mind shuffles and coughs up the more likely better solution or better route, laughs, as if you cared :?




and how would you end a relationship where trust is broken? here, it is by divorce as its twin annulment in the philippines. the tiger and his wife did it. their divorce is now final. elin woods did the right thing :) as i've said before if someone did it once the probability is high that he'll do it again. love is precious, we need to take care of it like a plant for it to grow and stay alive or else it will die... if you do something there are consequences as the tiger's golf performance is also going down the drain like his marriage had ...and he could only blame himself...wow, sad that some deranged people would take innocent civilians as hostages to push their agendas. and as we know more likely than not it won't have positive results...good job for venus for making it as the 4th runner up in that ms. universe pageant :)

and on air now is one of newell oler's great piano pieces, help me make it through the night, a favorite tune as well similar to spanish romance. i truly love everything spanish, my beautiful virgin mary look alike benefactor is espanol...but, also this tune is titled, "forbidden games" that kiss like an infidel, sort of like joke, laughs. no kidding, this song is hauntingly and heartbrokenly beautiful...if there is a description like that...my kind of songs for i go for the feeling and the heavy dramas, laughs. i just like them...for life is like a song...and we needed divine help most of the times in our lives to be able to live truly in the christian way :)

***life is like a song***

the raven is even singing a hauntingly
sad lullaby since you've said goodbye
the moon had lost its shine
since your face i can no longer touch
the night became so much longer
when you bid farewell and walked out in my life
the sun won't shine again in my eyes
for you're no longer here in my arms

you've left and you've torn my heart apart
you've died and now i only have
these dried dead roses in my hands
the shadows, the dark are now at my skies
for love had left and never ever to come back
as the stairs are left in disrepair
as the ladders are broken and tired...

love is a sham, love is you, love has died and never ever to be revived...
*** *** ***

A story to live by...Life in a Nutshell... thanks to Mr. Ricardo F. Lo's article at Philstar :)

There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, “If I could only see the world, I will marry you.”

One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend.

He asked her, “Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?”

The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn’t expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him.

Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: “Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.”

(Note: Moral of the story? Read on.)

This is how the human brain often works when our status changes.

Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who was always by their side in the most painful situations.

Life is a gift.

Today, before you say an unkind word— Think of someone who can’t speak.

Before you complain about the taste of your food —Think of someone who has nothing to eat.

Before you complain about your husband or wife—Think of someone who’s crying out to GOD for a companion.

Today, before you complain about life—Think of someone who died too early on this earth.

Before you complain about your children—Think of someone who desires children but they’re barren.

Before you argue about your dirty house someone didn’t clean or sweep—Think of the people who are living in the streets.

Before whining about the distance you drive—Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet.

And when you are tired and complain about your job—Think of the unemployed, the disabled, and those who wish they had your job.

But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another—Remember that not one of us is without sin.

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down—Put a smile on your face and think: you’re alive and still around...

SMILE even only for awhile...(^&*)... remember now life is like a song...(^_~)...it has a beginning and an end, it is sad and happy in between...and maybe this is the right time to end a blog. hmn, if ever the music with different tunes still continues...the end after all is the beginning of another chapter in our lives and we call that turning a new page, metaphorically speaking of course. although randomly posting is another option, we'll see...