this is the favorite, mine :) amongst
John Singer Sargent's vast art creations or collections made by his genius hands. why? because of the lilies and the roses. this man is an all around painter...now that young is no longer me and also you eventually for no escaping to this reality...young is the past now...and unto the sunset and no regrets btw, life is a ride that you can't really choose which transportation you'll take. some take the bus, some walk but some lucky ones take the jet and in between you can be in a car...which mode are we on? i was walking, taking the bus and now riding in a car, laughs. what analogy about my life...but no riding in a jet yet so far but i am still hopeful...this if i will live 50 years more and i'll say yes to that :> for even though your age is lesser than mine because of alcohol or booze, cocaine, meth or crack aka drugs, women, men, stress, cigarettes or nicotine...your longevity is not totally guaranteed and so as mine...so as we travel i suggest we all play with each other NOT with ID of fire...but with water, yes, like the beach...(^_~)...let's do it soon if not now for the sea is calling as the sun is rising in the east...to be near the sea at dawn i would imagine is the most refreshing time and the most happiest of moments for me at least. i should do this the sooner the better and the merrier will i become...esp. if surrounded by love ones, of course. who could ever forget that :? well, am i just destined to be in a static place? in a forever third world country? and that is a NO, it's proven... and that is a challenge to my birth place as well...now that there is hope of a light at the end of the tunnel. will progress be just for all now, not only to the few? i hope that as our president's mantra here then, change...will take place. change of loves, course and the likes :) and change for the better for all...i know it hurts like losing your love. i remember one writer that i follow, he said his greatest fear is to lose his GF, now that it happened, really, for real? it might be just devastating...but life must go on...love comes and love goes, after all...and time heals all wounds, right? we'll see, laughs. oh well...but kidding aside, it must hurt really, really bad, for love hurts, yup...and that is the truth :) we are just not saying it...
