365 days of happiness
sadness and despair
365 days of doubts, hates
love and care
365 days of so many tears
but so many smiles
graced our lives as well
will it be the same again
will it change somehow for the better
will it, would it or again
it's just but the same
where 50-50 half half
happy here but sad on that
that sometimes or practically
or totally it drove you nuts
but would it be better if
this year you'll smile a lot
would it be better if this year
it makes your heart light
beats more with laughter
its blood boils with love
and sadness is lesser
and cries is gone forever
never to be here and
never to be heard again
that's the new year that i want
that's the new year that i would always want... :)
but just sad that my life can't have that. although Michael makes me smile a lot, thinking about his future is just a pain in my heart. but again it could have been much more worst, like he's totally invalid and confined to a wheelchair or a bed. so i take whatever little happiness there is. see i try to see the light in darkness and i still believe in miracles. far fetch or far in between their existence maybe. they happen i knew that :) if God wills it, nothing is impossible! really lots of people who visit my blog want poems on this and that so i tried my best to come up with this for the new year, so that his or her visit won't be in vain. this if she'll or he'll pass this way again. if not. i know eventually someone will, sometime, somewhere in this floating cyberspace, this universe we call, the Internet... :)
