Thursday, February 18, 2010

my lenten sacrifice gone :)

some of us may think of depriving ourselves with something that we want to sacrifice for the lenten season which is again upon us. i have chosen not to blog but i think not to blog more will be appropriate, laughs. so hence this entry :) but no one cares any how but just me so whatever i do, do not matter. it is interesting to note that everyday as we wake up we are inundated with so many things that suddenly would make us rethink our decisions, the one's that we've made that previous day, i do. change as the world does also takes with it the change that we do in our lives as this is another change for me, laughs.

thinking of a jinx is thinking also of good luck :) h. saya our cat is a lucky charm for us. he's been with us for more that a year now and had been in the philippines in that time too :) he was behaved and enjoyed those vacation rides with us and even went to most places that we went to as well. i hope that he'll be with us for the longest. J.C., my husband Tito, plus Michael love him so much and of course me too :> who could have thought that a cat will just show up one day in your back yard and then into your porch or doorsteps hoping and wanting to be your pet? that itself is not a matter of everyday occurrence but we welcomed him. he is an enormous provider of joy for us, our family's first pet ever. since he'd been with us, sooo many good things had happened. he is God sent and i meant that :) cats mean love and care... and bringer of good luck :>

okay, the tiger is showing up finally on friday, live...and will give an statement in public televised. maybe to apologize in person to his fans, family and everyone else. but really, once stained it is forever stained. once you acted that way in the past it is a miracle to change around. it will happen? maybe... but i believe in only one chance in life, in love and even in friendships. to me you could only fool me once for i won't allow you to do that to me a second time around. forgive, but never forget and move on :) again it is better that way :> although it is just kinda sad to see him own his very bad behavior but that is karma on the works. you did something wrong to people and there is a consequence for that...you will suffer whatever you put out there. i think that is just the law of equality in the deepest sense that runs underground in our lives controlled by God. He does things to even out whatever is out there that is spelled wrong and that is a metaphor :) tiger duped the public and he is paying the price now...although i think that he is not a good person, he should be forgiven and let his life moves on. the future will tell on how he will conduct his life again, but it is just that the stain is there and it will take time to forget and it may never, yes, never :) he will probably do it again, just my own take...so mrs. tiger woods, if she will stay with him in spite of this...prepare to be hurt again, laughs. oh well. but love is blind as they say, so this is a classic example of that...but it's their lives so they decide whatever they may want to live it and i am just one person here giving my take...whatever their future is, best of luck to them really, that's all we can hope for...love if it's there will make things right, okay that sounds better...

and yes, paintings find you as you find them. if i will own an amorsolo inspite of being poor and it's destined to be that, i will...whatever i've said in the past...for we can't tell the future. we simply just can't so let's hold onto our horses, another metaphor. for who knows if i will be smiling besides an amorsolo painting in the future :> no one really knows except our Father up above, God :)