the sadness that is michael jackson

reading about the preliminary autopsy report if it's true or not bogus, it just makes me sooo sad and sick. his life is a tragedy even with the trimmings of popularity, talent and wealth. true happiness is just hard to come by in his life in spite of the adulation of millions. joy is truly just an illusion for him, i think. i dunno, words really are not enough to explain or describe the emotions one will go through once one will uncover his true world which is full of litigation, sue this and sue that and the pursuit of perfection which is btw one of his qualities per that zodiac world you know. the price of all the things that was given to him is his life. too stiff of a price i would say for it is too little given time to enjoy living in this God given beautiful planet earth. but who are we to question God's will. we are just humans...